Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a